Oliver Nikolas Schmid
Lacrimas Profundere
Hey Lior, very good thanx a lot.
For us creators and performers of music, it has hit hard in the field, but it gave us the freedom to breathe and experiment. The pandemic kind of stopped our lives from one day to the next and that helped to fall into a melancholic mood even more, laughs. After our tour in November 2019 with our friends in The 69 Eyes we wanted to reap the benefits of this work and we booked our own headliner tour for March 2020. But as we all know, it did not happen. No touring means more time for demos. No pressure of release dates, or confirmed touring dates, but also you miss the adventure and almost the smell of the clubs. What we have learned was, it's not where your body is at, it's where your mind is. We were in different countries, but we were all on the same page with Julian during demoing.
Overwhelming. I didn't expect such a great response to be honest. You know this album was the hardest to write and every single tone is on point. I'm really touched when I hear sentences like this: "An album that reveals more details and secrets with each listen. Brave, sad, angry and yet beautiful!" So, when something works out the way you dreamed it, it is nice, especially since we walked a thin line on many things. When I think back to the time in the studio, the many decisions that were made and the risks that we took, I have the feeling that the courage has been rewarded. Descriptions I heard like "a mixture of HIM and MetalCore", "Dimmu Borgir meets The Cure", or even "Gothic Powermetal" make me proud and when was the last time you reviewed a band, you read "Billy Idol" and "Cradle Of Filth" in one sentence? So, short answer, we're all very satisfied and love the album more with every spin and no one would change a thing.
When my brother Christopher, our former singer, came up with it, I was just blown away. Getting shrouded by the night is a very dark idea and it also went very well with my song demos, which for the most part in the beginning were very Paradise Lost doomy driven. I would explain the title as when darkness surrounds you for a long time, it becomes kind of a trait of you, it is no longer the unknown but part of who you are. When one sees the night as beauty, fear also vanishes.
The desire to simply disappear, to be invisible and not have to deal with yourself and the outside world anymore.
There is nothing enchanting in this album, it is about despair, darkness and hopelessness and about the feeling of disappearing so far into it until you have completely dissolved into this nothingness, into this night.
No, there is no hand to help you into the light, only a fist to beat you back into the darkness.
The music deals with shadows, darkness and mystical objects which combine the unique power of nothingness. This guy had the perfect pictures for this mood and it's great I found out about him by scrolling through the internet.
You know, I was only concerned with the question: "What do I want to leave behind if this should be our last album?" No labelling, no boundaries, no fear. So, I was forced to give up my routine and that I desperately want to write an album that sounds like the last one. My task was to allow change, to give new and old influences more space. You can still like „Dio" even if you wear an „Abbath" shirt. laughs! If you approach everything is with too much logic, the core of the art is lost. I opened myself up to all influences and, above all, involved Julian more. This guy just has incredible vocal power. First, you think Dani Filth is standing next to you, then you go out for a beer and then think, now Ville Valo is back from the supermarket for the week's shopping and then suddenly you notice Billy Idol or Matt Heafy. But it's always the same guy who is standing there in the singing booth. Great job what Julian has delivered there.
We took what we envision modern music to be and made a hybrid of who we were, who we are, and who we want to be. Is GothCore already born? If not, some of the tracks could be the blueprint. I love to read all the descriptions these days, like HIM meets Meralcore, Dimmu Borgir meets The Cure, Gothic Power Metal. where it leads to? Imagine holidays and in one room you have paradise lost in the hotel next to The Doors. All in all it seems we've created a very multi-layered album.
When I begin writing songs it kind of opens the gates of hell to my inner self – it's always a hard process to write songs for me, because if a melody is good, but does not break my heart into pieces I will not use it. It needs to touch me so deep, to pull me down on my knees, to land on the album and this is always a hard process for my inner self.
This time the pressure came on top and hindered me. It really robbed me of some sleep. Finally, we were back on track and there it was, the daily question: is today the day to write something special? However, you can't force it and you end up in perfectionism and overthinking things. Every artist has to fight this battle. As one becomes more successful, success becomes a predator, I almost got eaten by it. In a way, every album decides on the continued existence of a band. Can we tie in with the last sales figures? Does the label extend the contract? Do we get good concert offers? All these questions are circling in the mind of every artist out there and I think people are not really aware that with every record that is not heard, bought or streamed, a band dies.
First of all, the music was written. It always started with guitars. I have a big family and a very modest home. So, I had to clear my recording room for child no. 3, and the only place for me to rest was in the bathroom in front of the tub. So, I locked myself in there and crouched in front of the toilet with my iPad and guitar. I hope this information will not be my downfall in your review, laughs! Some months after I started the writing process, I already had a lot of song ideas ready that would have been a safe bet and I wouldn't have risked scaring away even one buyer. But I didn't want an album that wouldn't surprise anyone, that wouldn't completely live up to expectations and wouldn't bother anyone. My idea of the record was the exact opposite, it should surprise, it should disturb, it should thrill. Because it's fucking art and art is brave! That was the path and my brother Christopher and Julian who did the lyrics understand the music so well. We inspire each other.
Yeah. It all started during the sessions for the „Bleeding The Stars" album back in 2018. There, I heard what Julian can do with his voice. I was amazed because he can simply sing anything. High, deep, harsh, guttural. This opportunity gave me the freedom to write it as it was in my head, without thinking about whether the singer can handle it or not.
You know, we've released 13 albums so far and all of them are underrated! All in all I'm not satisfied with the success of every release because our former support bands park with the nightliner at the festivals, we're still driving form show to show in our small van. But I don't give a shit in my age now. I'm too old for this fight. You can't force success and it seems that we were simply never in the right place at the right time or probably too drunk, or already in the fast food restaurant around the corner, when there were any lucrative offers, laughs. So, what do I want to achieve? Nothing, because I can say I always did the best I could give in that moment and this is what I also teach my children, if you gave your best, it doesn't matter if it works out every time. There is so much pressure all around. You only have one beautiful life,
I remembered how I started this band out of the love for UK doomers Paradise Lost. I thought back to the time when I first discovered them and thought about the days we toured together and met at festivals. So the first riffs of „Wall Of Gloom" were written. This track is something like an homage to the band and our beginnings and then one becomes the other.
You are so right. It „swings". You know, I'm the THE CULT and Hard Rock guy and it fills me with pride, that this 80th Goth Rocker became Julian's favorite of the whole album. It's something like a heavy version of „The Cult". It creates attention.
This album is a rollercoaster of feelings with these rockers on one and the dark doomers on the other hand. It is building a bridge between Lacrimas and the future. We just let ourselves drift and I can proudly say that we didn't do things because they were easy - but because they were difficult. The album is like enjoying the rain. There are people that feel the rain and others only get wet. This record is for the feelers out there!
We just came back from a 12-date headliner tour in Germany and Austria. We had so many great bands and friends with us like Infected Rain or Parasite Inc.! Fun times, stressful times, lots of work, laughter, pleasant and unpleasant surprises, joy, sweat, friendship and all the
wonderful chaos that comes with touring. Now it's time for us to switch the tour mode off for a while and take care of wounds. laughs!
Thanks so much for the great questions and your kind words. I'm 51 years old now but I feel like a free spirit full of creative energy. So, this album means for me to expect the unexpected and it's so nice that you spent your time to dive also as deep to understand the beauty in this piece of art. Thanks a lot for the interview, stay healthy and heavy, yours Oliver Nikolas
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